1/26/2025


where you goin with that?
i dunno
well just set it down then
dear reader,
there's a real familiarity to moving furniture around.
moving things around, really. both parents rearranged furniture often, in addition to the actual moving between houses, new and old. we'd just come home from school and everything would be in a new configuration. each time i arrived back in my room at the other house it seemed an opportunity to make adjustments for efficiency or to set things up differently just cause.
things were always moving.
there's a real familiarity to a constantly changing lifestyle. i've been trying to focus on realizations like this. these hints, peeks, behind a curtain of truth.
hints of (un)inhibited capability
hints of playing to (un)inhibited strengths
and i'm learning that these are the types of lifestyle preferences that matter. the speed which dictates the rate of change.
these points where science and philosophy intersect.
(wish i could talk to you about this man. hope to hear from you.)
i just want to love you in my own language (alt-j)
ferocity, 2025
diameter
despoked bike rim from working bikes, deconstructed cottons, chiffon, silks, fleece, and various other fabrics from the wasteshed
saw this the other day:

one of the women i have the true pleasure of working with says so easily 'i see red. i black out. i see red.' it stops me every time as it flows out of her. she's amazing. i don't think i have ever seen her stumble.
i think this weaving is a black out. holy shit. it's the anti-grand prismatic spring.
and it's being listed for sale ahead of some other pieces because i wanna see what will happen. if you'll scoop it up before i cut it out.
art's invitation to flip it over by saying it out loud. and taking it from there.
stumble though we may.
this unnecessary
reactive
defensiveness
for what?
ferocity can be made into foolishness
for the greater good
to ensure we keep it moving
if there is a familiarity to movement,
consider honoring that
consider modifying in order to honor that
i'm trying to consider my true capabilities
ever seek to ever find
art's invitation to flip it over by saying it outloud
see you tomorrow dear reader
with a wry smile in passing,
as a grasping of forearms,
